Jacinta's Back =]

after so long I am finally back to xanga.

oh well i had a look at my profile and it looked so childish =.= very very childish.. so i decided to delete it all. I'm not sure how much I will blog from now on, but surely I will update something every now and then since i was asked to. hehe. sorry about my english ppl. Since I had a long holiday in Beijing.. I almost forget how to spell my name. lol joking.

京儿味儿十足。。=]

like a GROSSARY...  

another angry piece..

好了伤疤 就忘了疼 - once on shore, we pray no more.

有些人就是这样，包括我自己。我就奇了怪了..怎么就这么贱。永远都不理解别人说的话是什么意思。永远都不知道滴着血的心是超着哪个方向。为你好的话你全听不进去。被人卖了还给人数钱。一点骨气都没有，真不知道你怎么想的。我也真够贱的，i've been tellin myself so many times not to care about your eff stuff, but everytime i get hurt too, not to mention its none of my eff business... 我是不是有病啊？哦对 如题目，once on shore, i pray no more. 好了之后我就忘了自己怎么疼得了。什么时候才真正长记性啊？什么时候我才能let go啊？tmd 我真瞧不起自己。再如题，tmd人家一哄你 你就找不到北啦？真的忘了自己被伤害的时候什么可怜样子了？为什么是他的错 你还这么犯贱啊？我也贱，我tmd凭什么过问你的事儿！

Leo..

md我就是跟狮子座的反冲！自Emma以后的 我第一个这么关心的女人。。居然又这么伤我心。我tm干吗要多管闲事儿啊？

arguement?

while chattin to my workmate tonight, i told her that im livin with 2 of my best friends. she mentioned this ' do you guys have arguements?' i carefully thought abt that question for 5 secs, and then i was like "no. never". "oh thats good" said her.

oh well i would never imagine a scene like just then. we never argue, in deed. and what is the matter? what the is eff stuff that always matter us? and WHY? and whos bein right n wrong?

举得越高 摔得越疼 the more you expect, the more you get disappointed.

so........ if you really wanted to go out, why were you BOTH still in pyjamas no matter how long untill we're departurin.

and if you do NOT want to go, why didn't you tell me before i started makin effort to finish work early?

at work, everyone knew that i wanted to leave early. you never how much effort i made to persuade my boss to let me go. and everyone tried to help me too. it turned out so ironic when everyone said "have fun tonight" to me before i happily left. how stupid did i look?

i was eff lookin forward.

I am (not) Late

oh well.. surprisingly, today i got up early before my alarm made noise.. and surprisingly i got outta my house 3 mins before the perfect timing, which had never ever happened before.. not to mention i gotto the station early.. and most surprisingly, i caught the right train. BUT..guess what? i was late for class as usual..

Lolz.. guess what happened? i was sitting in the 1st carriage of the train. a warehouse guy looking white man got on the same carriage at malvern station with a HUGE wood chest, and at the next station, he got off the train without taking the chest with him. so i got frightened.. LOL i was sooooooo scared coz i was thinkin it might be a whole load of ..... bomb? >< i didn't get the chance to get off at south yarra. so while i was on the train from south yarra to richmond... i was sooooooooooooooooooo freakin scared *shivers*.. i was so afraid it'd explode while i was still on the train. hastily got off at richmond >< uhmmmmmm and yeh apparently it didn't explode. sighs

so i had to wait for 15 mins to catch the next train. i actually could jump on the city trains from other platforms within a few mins but i didn't realise i could do that until it was too late -_-' oh well.. i guess its just my destiny to be late for school everyday... ok then =]

an angry piece..

Reliability.. 中国人的fkn信誉．．

preface

im not fkn anti-chink.. although im a chinese myself.. but i cant deny that fkn this typical southern chinese guy is such fkn disgrace!

我也是个中国人。我不反华。however.. 我不否定张老师的看法~虽然不好听，他说的一点都没错。中国人就是由招人恨的地方。

intro

okok.. this is actually a very lil incident which didn't make big deal.. unfortunately im in a very very bad mood today.. and HE FKN STARTED me!

oh well? body? lolz

well last night, for helping my friend to find a house, i called up this Ben guy who put up an ad on monash market place.. so we made an appointment to let me see the house 7pm today. since i have class till 5ish in the city. but then for whatever reason we finished early today, and i could get to that place at 6pm. despite i really wanted to go shoppin with Leona in the city. BUT i know what AN APPOINTMENT means.. i made it, and i had to go for it. so i tried to ring this guy to make the appointment earlier when i was on the train, but he didn't fkn pick up.. so i thought he might be having dinner.. then the KiNd girl JJ decided to go grocery shoppin 1st, then go to his place at 7pm. and from the time i 1st called him at 5.30 till i fkn finished shoppin at 6.40 this guy didn't fkn call back.. so i called again. guess what? it was voice mail.. and said "sorry you can't leave a msg, mail box full blah blah blah".. i was kind of snappy coz for a polite person, if you made AN APPOINTMENT with someone, and you're runnin outta batteries.. shouldn't you call up 1st to let the other party know before your batteries dead?! anyway.. i went to that house straight away.. when i got there, i called again thinkin MAYBE he's changed the battery already.. and he answered.. with his very fobby english..

me: hi, uhmmm im outside your house now, are you in the house atm?

Ben: uhmmmmmmmmm what you tokin bout?!

me: ..... *breathes deeply" i made AN APPOINTMENT with you today at 7pm to inspect your house.

Ben: owh.. ah ah.. which one you tokin?

me: .... *thinks: so apparently you ain't in the house and you forgot..*... *holds her temper and starts talkin in chinese*  Blah blah blah (address)...

Ben: *disturbs me and starts talkin in chinese as well* owh someone else has taken that room already this morning, when do you want it? i got another house blah blah blah

me: ... so why didn't you tell me? we made an appointment last night, if you gave out the room you should let me know..

Ben: but this mornin blah blah..

me: taoyan! *hangs up*

i was soooooooooo fkn angry.. after so long.. he fkn didn't pick up the phone.. i didn't getto go clothes shoppin.. and i didn't get to go home early to chat with my baby ALL fkn because i have this idea that i made this appointment and i have to go. it has my reliability in it. so i couldn't help to call up again.. and yell "you know what? YOU are the reason why white ppl look down at chinese.. 真他妈给中国人丢人!" 

 "哎呀~ 你si那里来的？跑到我ze里来撒野..."  such a pansy..

me: 你知道你耽误我多少事儿么？一点礼貌都不懂~ HOW old are you huh? Fuck off!

conclusion

他妈的我就不理解了 怎么来了那么多年了还这样？大概中文差到不知道"信誉"两个字怎么写了。多大个人了 干这种事儿！今天他也倒霉赶上JJ心情不好。。气得我想一把火烧了他的房子。早知道一开始打电话就用private number了。。不怕他。。我反正我知道他住哪儿 妈的 改天爷不高兴了跑过去捣乱！等着爷的夜半铃声也ok。。反正我饶不了你~。。你真可怜。。虽说没多大事儿。但是你太让人恶心了。。我最最最最最厌恶的就是cancel appointment的人。。更更更厌恶cancel appointment还不告诉你那种。。他妈的都被这个无耻死男人赶上了。。this is a good lesson though.. never fkn trust these 老华侨~ 无耻的老臭油条。。。

Cited from Monica's blog

very funny

note: JA=Jacinta

早上被JA的电话吵醒, 她BF在旁边睡觉, 她就无聊给我打电话. 她说她在看我照片儿, 然后就这样一直东一句西一句的乱扯. 突然想到了我昨晚的梦, 梦到了一只驴, 趴在高高的草丛中, 我从它身边走过, 它起身, 然后慢慢的向别的地方走去... 它两只眼睛微微的闭了起来, 但是又好象是张开的, 它身体不稳定, 走路的时候摇摇晃晃的, 好象喝醉了酒的人. 它拖着两只后腿, 一步一步的向另一片草地走去, 我以为它受伤了, 可是它身上有没有伤口. 我回到家里, 端了一盘水想拿给它喝, 我觉的它可能是饿了好几天, 或者是很多天没有喝水了. 当我去找它的时候, 它又不见了. 但是我模糊的看到在远方的草丛里, 躺着一只驴子, 我不敢过去, 因为天很黑了, 所以我把水放到地方, 转身离去.

JA说你可能是昨晚上梦游了. 我说不可能啊. 她说在人的梦里东西都是清晰的, 你的怎么一会模糊一会清晰啊, 肯定是梦游了没戴眼镜所以看不清楚. 我心里一寒... 她说, 你看看你的脚丫子, 脏不脏啊. 我不敢看... 就含糊的说了句不脏不脏, 然后等挂了电话之后... 我才正视我的臭脚丫子, 原来如此... 太干净了...MD... 她又害我多想了.